Lately I’ve been going 8 million miles an hour.
Need to write
Need to cook
Need to bake
Need to take pictures…
No wait, THAT one I’ve totally got in the bag.
After going to ClickAway and meeting my amazing new friends, I’ve been inspired. I’ve been dragging my poor children hither and yon (seriously, who USES that phrase anymore?) taking pictures of them like my life depends on it. The creativity has been flowing, the talent has been growing and I am feeling STRONG with my photography.
I’m not really sure what all this means though. My life is crazy enough, do I have the time and love to start a photography business? With a market as saturated as it is, is it something I can do?? Am I good enough? Will I ever get hired by anyone????
It’s enough to drive a girl mad.
And to be honest, not something I even want to think about right now. So for now I grow. I build my talent. I hone my craft. I prepare and create a portfolio. I take more pictures of my children than I could ever need in a lifetime. And then start slowly branching out to other people’s kids. To other grown ups. To seniors. To the stupidly beautiful place that I live.
Some day I’ll be ready.
But until then, I’ll stress about what the future holds and take more pictures.